Theres no escaping yourself

theres no going somewhere else

theres only a constant cultivation of a beautiful person,

during your last moments on earth

you will meet god.

He will appear in the image of the person you have cultivated through your life

he will speak your words

smile your smile

he will quite litteraly

hold your hand, as you fade away into nothingness

you can run for your whole life,

chasing heaven

but in that moment it does not matter how far or how fast youve ran

lying there,

everything catches up to you,

and you are confronted with the person you have become,

god sits quietly inside of you right now,

watching, observing, manifesting slowly, getting ready to appear when its your time,

he follows you through your life,

exists within every action,

youll never exist in any other way,

and it is deadly important what you do, right now,

how you speak to yourself when you fail,

what you do for other people,

how well you relax, in the midst of this stormy adventure we call life.