Now I am standing right at the end of a period. I am right on the line. I’ve gone through something hard and I’ve looked forward to this day for a long time. What a feeling to be standing at the goal, looking back, rather than looking forward. For now its a powerful feeling and…

Jag är din eviga tjänare och jag ska böja mig efter din vilja. Livet är mörkt i din skugga. I mina ljusaste ögonblick, reser du dig likt en jätte, din långa rock släpar du efter dig när du tar ödesbestämda steg i min riktning, påmind om min position, bleknar segerlyckan, men även minnet av min…

Work work work. I’ve spent my summer working my ass off. I’ve been working as a guide in glamping in a remote village in Greenland. The glamping was supposed to be “high end”, which means that the guests expect alot. Which also means as a guide you are on from the second you wake up…

Right now I spend my time talking alot. Atleast more than I would like to. I can feel that my social battery runs out quickly, and when it does I have zero interest in the people around me. I have always struggled being around people for longer periods of time. After a while I just…

“Go slowly, walk as if you are kissing the earth with your feet” Im not sure who said that but recently I cant stop thinking about it. It helps me to slow down and really feel the steps im taking. To feel that I am really in this world as a human. It centers me…

What are you like? What qualities would you give your person, and how did you figure them out? Is it possible to figure out something about yourself all by yourself? How can that which is aware figure out something about itself? It seems that the more time I spend with myself, the more things I…

Hur ska jag samla mina tankar på annat sätt än bakom ett skrivbord. Hamrande på tangenterna. Jag vill få fram något men vet inte vad innan jag har börjat skriva. Det är som om jag inte egentligen har tillgång till mina tankar och känslor. I såfall skulle jag ju veta vad det är jag känner…