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The expectation of a clean slate is deafening it is also in so many ways freeing but sometimes it feels so free thats its constricting that it makes me unable to move and actually do anything worthwhile at all theres so much to do but who knows what is right who knows how i should…

The ground of my strong identity was pulled from underneath me I fell helplessly into love there was not the tiniest hint of choice in it it was like from another world something took me and threw me into this state of falling that i now find myself in i can see the world passing…

from the second we are born we are shaped by everything around us they world puts its mark on us and in return we out ours on it this goes in an endless spiral where nobody can tell you when it will end or who or what set it into motion it is well and…

as i suffer in silence i distance myself from the world i make a decision to live outside it when we share the truth inside us we become real our thoughts cease to be thoughts as they become words spoken to another human they open up a new way of being with eachother and at…

god i shall rest my head in your arms embrace me fully and lead me on my way truly i shall walk your steps as you set them out for me there is nothing in myself that shall resist your will because there is nothing that can when i looked for myself i found that…

With a heart thats full of life breating the emotions of theis world i give myself to the worl. Completelty i surrender this body, soul, all my energy to this mystery that is the moving energy of this universe. Its supposed to be a brave step but it feels light, easy. It feels like in…

Life is a journey into your self every year gets you only one thing and thats a deeping into your reality sometimes that reality consists of a world constructed as an escape, and then life is a journey into your own misery, untill one day you really start to die and theres no hiding in…

I am taking part in a lifelong running competition, its me against the passing days, and the passing days always seem to have atleast one foot ahead of me, i run untill i taste the blood in my mouth, but it does not matter, its a competion i cannot win, in reality i cant even…

Jag ska skratta utan återhållande flåsa utan skam andas djupt och stillsamt låta världen skölja över mig likt vågorna på stranden, jag släpper mitt krampaktiga grepp om mina förväntningar och förhoppningar, och även om den jag vill vara istället så ger jag mig helt åt mig själv jag ser mig själv i ögonen. När jag…

Tomheten är min tillflyktsort men den är även min fotkedja tryggheten som den erbjuder mig kan göra mig handlingsförlamad den kan få mig att inte vilja ta del i livet eftersom jag vet att den alltid erbjuder sitt lugn till mig samtidigt är det den plats jag känner mig hel den plats där allting är…