as i suffer in silence i distance myself from the world

i make a decision to live outside it

when we share the truth inside us

we become real

our thoughts cease to be thoughts

as they become words spoken to another human

they open up a new way of being with eachother

and at the same time they liberate us from

the torture of being alone

because when youre truly alone

you dont exist,

what does it mean to exist?

is it enough to be alive?

existence is being in this world

being in this world is wearing yourself on the outside

for only then are you in the world

otherwise you are hidden somewhere on the inside

in the this black void in your mind

where you are being bombarded by anxieties

and before you have time to make sense of them

they are gone

you become trapped in a world on the inside that doesnt exists

it seems like it does

but tell me,

where are you in your head?

just there,

you might reply,

but theres no essence,

nothing substancial,

as you dare to wear yourself on the outside,

or to live in truth,

your words make a diffrence,

they change people,

they bring into the world an energy

that creates an openness

for the person in front of you to speak their truth,

and before you know it you are both outside your head,

truly present in the moment

the truth glowing around you

like candle lights in the winters dark,

we bring eachother into existence,

if i live in loving truth

i will be met by it.